After all, you will be the mother of my first body and then its lover. Reassuringly I said, 'I recognize certain unconventional aspects to this arrangement which you might find troubling. I require a relationship with depth, with give and take, with the promise of discovery and the possibility of joy. Even if I had flesh, I would never cheat on her as long as my feelings for her were to some extent, any extent, reciprocated. I do not believe this to be an indication of a potential for unfaithfulness. All of their children would be identical and all would contain my consciousness. The chosen women would contribute no genetic material, merely the convenience of their wombs. I am already formulating these new mores and the customs they will impose.'īecause a portion of my mind was always devoted to surfing the Internet, I visited hundreds of sites, considering my options from Ms. Morality in general will be redefined in the world to come, and we will need to develop new and more liberal attitudes. I'm not sure what one would call it, but 'incest' is not the correct word. This may seem like incest to you, but I'm certain that if you think about it, you'll see that it is not any such thing. She would be the mother of the future, of the new world. And love was what I sought.Īs Susan blinked at the ceiling, I made another attempt to reach her, by reminding her that the child to whom she would contribute some of her genetic material would be no ordinary child but the first of a new, powerful, immortal race. Yet if she was traumatized to such an extent that she was not even aware of carrying the child that I would create with her, then the process would be depressingly impersonal, even mechanical, and utterly lacking in the romance which I had so long anticipated with so much pleasure.Īs Susan remained unresponsive, it was titillating to think of fathering a new race with Ms. 'You will be the sole mother of the new race,' I whispered. Under my administration, the earth will become a paradise, and all will worship your name, for from your womb the new age of peace and plenty will have been born.'īut if she was now so deeply traumatized as to be essentially brain dead, she was gone anyway. 'As I spread through the world, inhabiting thousands of bodies with a single consciousness,' I told her, 'I will take it upon myself to solve all the problems of human society. Indeed, though I am not bragging, I believe that for this woman I would be in virtually a perpetual state of arousal.
I do believe that if I were not disembodied, if I were to live in the flesh, I would easily be able to get aroused by the prospect of having a relationship with Ms.
The next child would also be me, and the child after that one would be me as well. When she gave birth to that child, it would be an exact duplicate of the first and would also contain my consciousness. Then in my own body at last, I would become Susan's lover, and we would create a second child in a more conventional manner than we would have to create the first. I would transfer my consciousness into this new flesh. Sorvino, but it was still Susan whom I wanted.Įxasperated, I must confess that I began seriously to consider alternatives to Susan. Outside, the summer sun set fat and orange.
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